Many of you have watched me adjust to a life of order. The weird days, the peaceful days, and the resentful days. I’ve never been the hold on to anger type, really, but it’s human to look back at things you would do differently, knowing what you know now.
Today I was reminded of another cycle I’ve been breaking in real time; the place where you go from ‘intaking as much information as possible because you’re inquisitve/aware/woke’ to being overtaken by knowing so much. Hitting the off switch, even in a time before we had all this ‘media’, is not one of the things I was taught; it’s something I’ve had to learn. And relearn. And relearn again.
Make no mistake, I think it’s important to think about if x happens then y might happen, then z. Obsessing over ‘z’ when x is still in play though, that’s a flaw of mine I own up to.
Getting more comfortable daily knowing when and where to hit the ‘off’ button, and turn my attention back to matters at hand. Always a process, but the results are starting to show up.
So on that note, new week. Track 1. Let’s do this.